I'm crumbling under the weight of this anxiety
I don't know what's happening but it's about to break me
Every time I try to get up I'm beat down again
I can't leave this f*cking room, is it all in my head?
My legs and back are broken I just want to get away
Held down by the thoughts that cause soul decay
Is there a way out? the burden blurred inside me
Voices whispering that only they hold the key
Lost inside my mind again
Eventually the darkness became my only friend
It holds me tightly in its cold embrace
Keeping me protected from what I have to face
Should I try again and face my demons now?
No my friend that I cant allow
I just want to feel the warmth of the sun on my face
But there's something keeping me here, why can't I leave this place?
My body's sewn to the floor
Am I really me anymore?
My mind is numbing my limbs I can't break free from this hold
The only choice is violence. Was I always this cold?
I know what must be done, but do I have it in me
To break free from this fate or crumble under the weight?
Or crumble under the weight
Have I sealed my fate?