Soulmirror - Burden Lyrics

A storm that she carries
She brings her gloom
If I'm not happy
Then you can't be too
Roach infested walls
That fill the room
In the food that I consume
God
If only they knew

My birth is a burden
Constantly reminding you
All your dreams are dead
New life you bread instead
Bastard child

Felt the weight, and carried her pain
I don't wanna be a man, I was just thirteen
Could I've been a better f*cking son?
How am I supposed to live
With the things you have done

Is this my only fate
Bring in a child in this wretched place
Decimate innocence
Fall in the same system
Just like you did
It runs in our kin
This house is broken

What stays behind
Closed doors
Isn't real
Isn't there
Protector
Your intentions are wrong
God knows your heart's not pure
Your blessings long gone
I'm not at your door
This house leaves one

My birth is a burden
Constantly reminding you
All your dreams are dead
New life you bread instead
Bastard child

Misery come take me
Find me a place to be happy
Take me, eternal sleep
Now that I've said my piece