2012 when it all started
I said I loved you
And I really thought I meant it
If I don't love you no more
It wasn't real is it
Was it
Sorry
The past a touchy subject
I ain't been the same since we split
I don't want you back
I just gotta speak on this
Peep the mix
I got kicked
Out the tenth
After this
I can't trust a girl again
That's funny
I can't trust a girl again
When she the one who stayed faithful
I was ungrateful
So unimpressive
A dummy starting every argument
Why you so aggressive
Why you stressing
Why you leaving
I asked you a question
I can't answer
3 years down the drain
I hope you learned through all the pain
I can't do this shit again
As a man
I'm keeping all our business under wraps
Never shared
Tried to have lunch
I declined cause of Verse 2
Mostly
And my curfew
Can't come through
Smelling like perfume
Imma get it on my pea coat
Get caught
Then I'm back at square one
You were my first and my last love
Was my patience our downfall
The night I ended it
On my face was a downpour
I was in the basement
When my dad heard me
And he kissed me on my forehead
We talked about you
Then he went back upstairs
Barely went to sleep
I was drowning in my tears
Don't call me
I can't call you
She don't call me
And I can't call her
Girls
I'm sorry
Girls
I'm sorry
I cut myself off from the world for you
It still wasn't enough
I spent half a check on you
You still wanted more
When we first started talking
I told you
You was too expensive
I apologize
I didn't wanna end it
The way I did it
But forget it
I'm just another Mr
You know my ex and I
Talked on the phone for a bit
Even arranged a lunch
I text her back the day and told her no
Cause of us
I didn't tell you that
I didn't see the need to
This was before I seen you
I'm crying writing this because deep down
I knew I didn't need you
You're too good for me
That's what I tell all my girls
Cause it's true
In a year or two
You'll find a soul mate
I'll find another muse
You Juliet
And I'm Romeo
You're a Capulet
And I'm the poison too
You a cutesy couplet
I'm a haiku
You're like when waves crash
I'm a full moon
Subconsciously tryna control everything
With less grace
I was off of bath salts tryna save face
I popped another tab tryna get space
I know that I'm the problem
I can't run away
But I tried though
With every break up
I level up
I capped a long time ago
Don't call me
I can't call you
She don't call me
And I can't call her
Girls
I'm sorry
Y'all probably don't believe but
I am sorry