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I don't know how we got here
I still think that we could be more
So sick of my silence
Please tell me that you have a cure
I don't know how we got here
I still think that we could be more
So sick of my silence
Please tell me that you have a cure

I know I've been quiet
I just don't know what to say when the vibe hits
Recluse, I don't wanna dive in
But I couldn't stop smiling when I was a kid
I can't place when the shift hit
I been trying not to be distant
I know you been worried but I'm working on it
Trying to find who I want me to be

These days, I don't feel the same and I can't say
Why I can't get rid of these feelings
Keeping me away from the warm rays
Somedays, I look at myself and feel so strange
Thinking if I only had something
To keep me warm on a cold day

I just wanna see you glow
No I will not let you hurt no more
I just wanna see you glow
No I will never hurt you more

All my hobbies switched up
Think I'm in a rut now
Memory been glitched up
Got me feeling stuck now
Just trying to expand my range
Sometimes I'm sick of this game
Out of body then I came to
Looking through a bird's eye view
I wasn't living for myself anymore
Spent ten years tryna find you

These days, I don't feel the same and I can't say
Why I can't get rid of these feelings
Keeping me away from the warm rays
Somedays, I look at myself and feel so strange
Thinking if I only had something
To keep me warm on a cold day

I just wanna see you glow
No I will not let you hurt no more
I just wanna see you glow
No I will never hurt you more