Sozin - Monte Carlo Lyrics

I've been feeling real low
I was hiding but now I'm feeling exposed
I get faded but never gonna have high Hope's
I'm gonna run away to Monte Carlo

F*ck it
I'm running
I'm not looking back
I'm taking my past
Put it all on my back
But I'm starting to crumble
Cause the weight on my shoulders is sort equivalent to holding the world
But I honestly sorta feel like a prodigy
Tryna hide but no ones finding me
Shoot a flare like I'm lost at sea
Cause I am a lost Mc
Because when I look around I only see me
Man ots hard I discovered the truth
I was looking for fake
And bitch I just found you
I'm tired of all the fighting
And it's only round 2
So we send punches and jabs
Like it's a boxing match
Then we cut to deep
Then we start to stab
And all the pain gets worse
Were fighting through the hurt
I didnt think I'd be the one to put em in the dirt
But tell me what I'm supposed to do with our whole life that we planned for 2

I've been feeling real low
I was hiding but now I'm feeling exposed
I get faded but never gonna have high Hope's
I'm gonna run away to Monte Carlo
I'm gonna solve all my problems with a bottle
Feel I'm falling go into a spiral
I'm feeling sock going down as I go viral
People feel it I visualize my revival

I'll be a Phoenix as I rise up from the ashes
Rember the days you were there upon my mattress
I miss the days without you
I am truly the saddest
I tried to move on but even the baddest girls
Cant fill the holes that you left up in my chest
I'm thinking if all the calls scrolling through all the texts
I'm missing you and you know it's not just the sex
And I may be alive but I live with. constant regret
Taking it down pushing forward imma lay it to rest
I can honestly say you were one of the best
Maybe it my interjecting as I live up in the edge
But you had me feeling like I was better off dead
You cheated on me I knew it was coming
I felt it slip
I knew you weren't loving
It's hard cause I had thought you were above it
But I never ended up going so f*ck it
All of my friends told me that they discovered it
I turned to the game and now bitch I'm runnin it
And I'm marvelous like martin Scorsese
I am monopoly when girls bored they play me
I tried to get away
From all the fake
I'm running full speed just
To just escape
I turned to anger hate now I'm running away

I've been feeling real low
I was hiding but now I'm feeling exposed
I get faded but never gonna have high Hope's
I'm gonna run away to Monte Carlo