Spacecraft Kraepelin - Something to Say (How Many Times?) Lyrics

How many times you and me sat together and had real talk?
How many times was I forced to be silent so that not to provoke?
How many times was I being disappointed for what you haven't said?
How many times did I hear I'm just taking and give nothing instead?

It seems to be so amazing
But being surrounded don't mean you stop feeling alone
And as I'm gradually aging
What can I feel for somebody who never was home?
I try to think it's not your fault
I wanna think that you're trying for us anyway
Don't people change as they get old?
Well I believe they've got at least just something to say

How many times have I spent to determine why you're angry today?
How many times was I telling you something and you were miles away?
How many times did it took me to find out what's painful to admit
That we're not special, we were just ordinary, I'm not boud to succeed

And from the side it's amazing
But being surrounded don't mean you stop feeling alone
And as I'm gradually aging
What can I feel for somebody who never was home?
I try to think it's not your fault
I wanna think that you're trying for us anyway
And there were times when I felt that
You're superhero and I wanna be like my dad