Spanner in the Works - Coughing up Flowers Lyrics

Couldn't figure me out
My heart in the dirt-and my soul not far away
I think he didn't even try
I wonder if he would have
If he'd spoken that night
And I wonder if he noticed
I noticed him noticing you
You're no different from his others

So I've been crying in carparks
Coughing up blood
Hiding from sunsets and wishing you would
Bring a wreath of roses
As my mind decomposes
Lie while my casket closes
And your life juxtaposes

And you feel your lungs
Filling with thorns
Do you recognise the pain?
I can bring you plasters
Patch your heart together
And you'll say what's the use
Whilst we cough up flowers
On bathroom tiles
And I'll promise you one day
The petals won't hurt
Lies shrouded in blue
Your trust in gold

So I've been crying in carparks
Coughing up blood
Hiding from sunsets and
Bring a wreath of roses
As my mind decomposes
Lie while my casket closes
And your life juxtaposes