Sparrxw - Contemplative+ Lyrics

Hey
Yeah?
What's been on your mind? I know a lot's been going on
Just wanted to check in
That's a loaded question hah
See where you're heads at
(And learn how to heal)
I'm floating
Everything else been coasting
Riding the wave to a door that's closed and
I been on the boat with a rope heart open
(I been on a hmm)
I'm feeling like Joseph
Thrown pit (that I dug myself) well maybe I'm joking
Baby I'm hopeful then a lil hopeless
I died to my self and maybe my old friends
Demons bitter that I'm living this way
They wanna strip me of faith rip me away (uh un)
Wanna blame God and forget how to pray
Try to get me to OD on women and pain
I been feeling lonely unsafe (tell me more)
Get a lil Ruger I'm "changing my pace"
Ion't like violence it has its place
But I like big guns cause they hide my face
Yeah I gotta drive slow watch for the boys
I'm not paranoid just drowning in noise
I'm a black man doing well they annoyed
They might try to take away from me hide my voice
I been on E more
My new car drink more
Yeah it rides nice reminds me what I dream for
Cause I've been in the deep more needing restored
Fiending peace more cause your heart tore lovelorn
I get it
I ain't really spilled my mind in a minute
Ill inventions good intentions bad decisions
Not to mention
My past trying to grab me and the old me try to nag me
Like "I never really seen that lasting"
Imma find real love won't let it sneak past me
(Watch)
Imma find real love won't let it sneak past me
(It's God)
(It's God)
True love is found in Christ bro
(Who I started with)
(To the end then we start again)
Said I just wanna win with who I started with
If we don't make it to the end then we start again
To the end then we start again
Back to the end then we start again
(Back to the end we start again)
Yeah
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah
(What's on your mind?)
I ain't never lived for the culture I just
Tend hang with the vultures
Get my mind out the potions
Cause they it make you move slower
Falling
(Oh oh)
Yeah (yeah)
Yeah (yeah)
(Yeah)
Keep reminding myself that's it's gonna be okay
Keep yo head to the sky we blessings on the way
Put the verbs on the track like words out to play
Drop yo pin where you at? I'm like eight zero eight (808)
I'm like 808
I'm like 808