Special K - In My Head Lyrics

You don't know what goes on inside my head
You don't know what I've been through
You don't know how much I wish I'd not said
So you should think before you say the stuff you do
Before you say what you do
Remember it could happen to you
Don't try to act like a fool
Just because you wanna look cool

People called me names
I let it get under my skin
Because it hurts a lot
When people joke about your skin
Or maybe I'm just too skinny
I've never been that buff
Don't act like my hearts mini
Is accepting me that tough
Maybe I don't need your acceptance
Maybe you all taught me a lesson
Maybe I had too much dependence
All you f*cks must be a blessing
You all made me your apprentice
But you were not that perceptive
You all gave me these weapons
You all taught me these lessons

You don't know what goes on inside my head
You don't know what I've been through
You don't know how much I wish I'd not said
So you should think before you say the stuff you do
Before you say what you do
Remember it could happen to you
Don't try to act like a fool
Just because you wanna look cool

Thanks to you all I'm better off
You f*cks took all the pressure off
The pressure almost set it off
But thanks to you I let it off

I got more collected
That's exactly what's expected
I no longer felt rejected
I no longer felt dejected
I just felt more connected with myself
I just felt more effective with myself
Now see what I've collected on my shelf
Now I keep the objective on myself

You don't know what goes on inside my head
You don't know what I've been through
You don't know how much I wish I'd not said
So you should think before you say the stuff you do
Before you say what you do
Remember it could happen to you
Don't try to act like a fool
Just because you wanna look cool