Special K - Not Me Lyrics

It's obvious who you want
I can tell that it's not me
I wish I could move on
I wish I could let it be
I wanna let my emotions cease
I wanna step back and breathe
I wanna let my emotions cease
Drop it all and just leave

I know I've been tryna ride
I know I'm still tryna hide
At times I must swallow my pride
But when I do I die some more inside
When you want it but you can't have it
You know that feeling's the worst
Again and again it's happened
Sometimes I feel like I'm cursed

It's obvious who you want
I can tell that it's not me
I wish I could move on
I wish I could let it be
I wanna let my emotions cease
I wanna step back and breathe
I wanna let my emotions cease
Drop it all and just leave

Again and again it happens
From beginning to end it's sadness
Cause I know that this girl will be just like the rest
Leave me alone with that pain in my chest
When will I pass the test
Will it release all the stress
When will I do my best
See I am not like the rest
But nobody can see that
And it makes me so f*ckin depressed
When will that end
When will it end

It's obvious who you want
I can tell that it's not me
I wish I could move on
I wish I could let it be
I wanna let my emotions cease
I wanna step back and breathe
I wanna let my emotions cease
Drop it all and just leave