Spectrum the Originator - In Case of My Demise Lyrics

I've been dealing with this confliction for years
While I struggle to fix myself for you
What am I to do
I don't have the strength to face who I am
And as far as I know I don't know much
But that much is true
Levitating off the ground as I get so high up I will crash down
The highs can only get so high fore I fall down before I fall down
In case of my demise, I hope you realize
That it will be alright, you're able to let go
And you will dry your eyes, the memories we had
Will forever remain even if you let go
I barely have a hold on my sanity
I'm being guided only by my vanity
Am I really doing this for me
Am I really doing it for you
I just don't know, don't know, don't know, don't know anymore
I gave my life to this dream, it's a nightmare now
Spent my time chasing ghosts, I should've made more time for you
Even if it's too late, I just hope you know that it's true
I thought we'd have more time
I tried to get us more time
In case of my demise, I hope you realize
That it will be alright, you're able to let go
And you will dry your eyes, the memories we had
Will forever remain even if you let go
In case of my demise
It will be alright
And you will dry your eyes
Will forever remain
Even if you let go