Speedy Justice - Hey God Lyrics

It seems like you're so far away
You say you know everything
You say you loved us even before
You made us
And you knew we'd do all the things
We'd do before you even made
The world
God I've been either wishing you weren't real
Or trying to blow smoke in your face
Stop you from seeing what I'm feeling
Knowing what I want to do
And those times when I don't believe you're there
Are no better for me
It's not better to not see a God not there for me
Yeah I can do whatever I want
But it doesn't make me powerful
Or commanding, it doesn't make me happy
Just to bust a nut or get the upper hand
No amount of power can fix the pit of empty
Other guys don't even have this
They can stomach their pain as well as
The pain of others, it doesn't faze them
Doesn't hold them back
When you get a taste of the blood of life
The bread of the holy body
Then it becomes dust and ocean
The moon turns upside down
Spills out its water
And alone becomes lonely
And human is as deep as it goes
It seems like you are the far away
And smoke gets in my eyes
No amount of life fixes the pit of empty