The Spergs - The Real Me Lyrics

It all seems so far away
Everybody's looking for an answer
We all knew it'd be someday
What makes you think you're any better?
Well I can't say it's been fun
I never claimed that I was special
Tired of being on the run
I never did so well with pressure

Can't you see it's not me
That the sex is just self-harm?
Did I seem oh so happy?
Did you see the drink I held?
I'm a lie, I'm a trick
I'm another plotting bitch
So you say, so I'll be
You always knew the real me

All the drugs have lost their charm
I'm sick of playing all these games
I never meant to do you harm
A funny way of saying I'm to blame
Well maybe it was all an accident
Another notch approaching always
An overdose I swear I never meant
My every f*ck-up is just all the craze

Can't you see it's not me
That the sex is just self-harm?
Did I seem oh so happy?
Did you see the drink I held?
I'm a lie, I'm a trick
I'm another plotting bitch
So you say, so I'll be
You always knew the real me

My life is out of my control
My judgment day came bathed in green and red
But am I really so opposed?
My every feeling costs my head
I used to be so logical
Kinda wish it never happened
Now it's all so terminal
Can't tell a lie to keep myself from dead

Can't you see it's not me
That the sex is just self-harm?
Did I seem oh so happy?
Did you see the drink I held?
I'm a lie, I'm a trick
I'm another plotting bitch
So you say, so I'll be
You always knew the real me
The real me
The real me
The real me