(Hey, em, I know it's been a couple of weeks, but, em
I was wondering if we could, like, I don't know
Go get some coffee or some shit, like, meet up somewhere
I think we could both use it, to be honest, after all that happened)
My crime may go unpunished, I spent a good while fronting
But moving on's a process, and over my corpse you're toasting
My funeral was testing, my wake was much less friendly
My happiness, my bestie, having you as both, unhealthy
I turned you to my lighthouse, you guide me out the rockies
I don't miss you like right now, my heart on ice, no hockey
I lost track of our pictures, I lied, I'm sorry, trashed 'em
History's by the victors, I lost our dreams, I crashed 'em (Woo)
Back to the point of exhaustion, never gon' forget about the cheating, what it cost you
Infidelity is not a good look on a bad bitch
Insecurity is just a step away from madness
Sadness, put it in the vault and I go batshit
Cover up a mystery, my face up in some plastic, bastard son
I'm the product of a cold world, I bet you learning how to pole twirl
Get your titties out for the camera, you ain't had a problem sharing
Your words hit my waves like hammers, are you working on not caring?
Are you working on not caring?
Are you working on not caring?
I'm back to the point of exhaustion
Never gon' forget about the cheating, what it cost you
My crime may go unpunished, I spent a good while fronting
But moving on's a process and over my corpse you're toasting
My funeral was testing, my wake was much less friendly
My happiness and bestie, having you as both unhealthy
I turned you to my lighthouse, you guide me out the rockies
I don't miss you like right now, cause my heart on ice, no hockey
I lost track of our pictures, I lied, I'm sorry, trashed 'em
History by the victor, I lost our dreams, I crashed 'em
(So, after all that I actually don't know how to feel)
My funeral was testing, my wake was much less friendly
(I don't think I'm going to forgive you for that)
My wake was much less friendly
(I don't think I'm obliged to, you know what I mean)
My wake was much less friendly