Maker!
The "maker", "decider"
Protected by and smothered with the labor of others
Ungrateful to the end
Count your f*cking days...
Deny another truth you promised me
Chain the lasting guilt to my legs
Throw the white flag high
Find a new direction
Hold your breath and aim for the floor
It sickens me
Bred to turn the wheel while rotting from the inside
And so I stay
Bending from the heat and pressure to be strongest
Savor it
No need from a father to prove my density
Ill willed for refusal
To be a victim of your failure to see
Deeper
Ground to iron
Bound here forever
I'll make a home in the fire
Robbed in my sleep
Haunted by the present
Forced to feel every step of getting older
Savor it
Float above a silent world
Hovering
I'm most alleviated through...
Certainty
Resilience to the pain comes
Naturally
Ill willed for refusal
The truth of how I find my purpose in your absence
It sickens me
Bred to turn the wheel while rotting from the inside
And so I stay
Bending from the heat and pressure to be strongest
Forget
Forget
Obey
The one
That lends an opened hand
Welcome
Your judgment
Crowned by malevolence
Forget