Dysfunction Video (MV)

I don't got a lot of hope in my heart
I don't know if there's a place that I can start
I don't always got a lot of hope in my heart
I don't know how to function

I don't always got a lot of hope left in my heart, nope
And I don't always know how I should cope and it's been hard
But know that you can find me sitting here alone and in the dark
Hole in my heart I been so tired of disruptions
I know that I don't always got a lot of hope left and my heart's cold
But I been steady searching for a place where I can start so know that
You can find me sitting here alone and in the dark, devote
Tryna find my way out of dysfunction

I make some plays like I'm really glad to be broke
And go down, get miles away from feeling afloat
But can't handle the slope, I may be missing the message
Gotta go, the mantra old, when life a history lesson
Twice they stripped me of getting my moment, no I don't condone it
My opponent the weather, I ain't slowing for never
Time ain't likely to stop me, I build patience with practice
Lines that right me through walking into them places of my past, shit
It's a backflip into consciousness to see what I can conquer
I'm a catalyst for activating battles with the ambiance
Call an ambulance I think he's losing his mind
That's just them damages that's tryna break through to the other side
An abuser of sounds of silence, refuge of a drowning island
Refusing to find his balance and won't utilize his talents
Who could align you now, you always repeat the step
It's all a means to project, now fall and learn what you'd least expect

I don't always got a lot of hope left in my heart, nope
And I don't always know how I should cope and it's been hard
But know that you can find me sitting here alone and in the dark
Hole in my heart I been so tired of disruptions
I know that I don't always got a lot of hope left and my heart's cold
But I been steady searching for a place where I can start so know that
You can find me sitting here alone and in the dark, devote
Tryna find my way out of dysfunction

Yeah, tryna find me up out this damn place, been stuck in a cramped space
I could structure a plan but I think they'd break it
Or at least put on some new weight and I would hate to face the fact
That the bag has been getting fatter a lot faster than any stacks
Patched, stitched and attached to things that I shouldn't be
Woe is me, wanna whip but smoking drough and trippy dreams is all I seek
I'm a foe to what I seem to be after, meaning don't matter
Fiend for what will beam me disaster
These chapters that I write looking grim
A gruesome fight, a wounded shrike, some cut up vocals, looking bookings of sin
Who could strike it like I do when I'm dimming
Ignite new fuses, splice the noose, night will lose illusion's truth if I'm bringing
The audience what they missing, my audio best be hitting
Don't be slipping, I'll detect who be off and leave you inverted
Who'da heard it first, my verses never slur them words
I curb you with my learner's worth and turn to one impervious I could burn the Earth

I don't always got a lot of hope left in my heart, nope
And I don't always know how I should cope and it's been hard
But know that you can find me sitting here alone and in the dark
Hole in my heart I been so tired of disruptions
I know that I don't always got a lot of hope left and my heart's cold
But I been steady searching for a place where I can start so know that
You can find me sitting here alone and in the dark, devote
Tryna find my way out of dysfunction