Spiteful - See Through Lyrics

(Just going on and on)

I don't need you
But I want you stupid
Feeling so burnt by delusion
Like I'm losing, put myself in this blatant pressure
What it do then, do it make me better
I could question that, I think a time it might have
But getting back to what's mine and right has
Not been easy, barely breathe when it's round me
Stockholm needy, I'm a leech in a foundry
Deep in the grounds of my own foundation
I hate this shit, I hate my image
Breaching bounds seals my own damnation
I was made for this, can't mistake my business
This Satan's wishes, gimme faker scripts
Gimme days I'm missing, I would blame the bitches
I want fame and riches, I want all the shit
But I hate my image, I'm appalled by this

I really don't need you
Keeping me so preoccupied
But I see it as peaceful
So I keep on with walking lies
And talk to hide content
I been so toxic in thoughts of mine
What's my options break my fall
Or I'll fall behind, uh

Cause I'm crawling
(Just going on and on)
Yeah
Yo
All of my life I been running around
I don' t know if I'm still liking it now
I'm falling
(Just going on and on)

I'm just tryna see the future, yea
That beautiful image I've started producing
Don't give in to substance abusing
I know that I will today
Down some pills, found a thrill, them bitches kill, my ego shriveled
Let's belittle, my conscience too honest
Leave me riddled, the object of an ungodly process
Who could stop this, the pain is filthy
It stains my eyelids, I pray to kill me
I gave to feelings and hoped to find this
Wave of healing don't condone the silence though
Sirens all that I think about
So I blank to some white noise
Could blink miss the right choice
Drink like I like poison
Not rejoicing
This f*cked up life I don't trust the joy and
Being honest I feel kinda voiceless
Speak so much but I ain't too heard
Maybe cause I stay break away from the crowd
All them sheep is upset I change yo purpose
Make those verses, try to learn shit
Life is just a chance to interpret
So roll them dice, and get right to work bitch, yea
No one said you'd like the verdict

Really don't need you
Keeping me so preoccupied
But I see it as peaceful
So I keep on with walking lies
And talk to hide content
I been so toxic in thoughts of mine
What's my options face the fall
Or I'll fall behind

You know that
I'm crawling
(Just going on and on)
Yeah
Yo
All of my life I been running around
I don' t know if I'm still liking it now
I'm falling