Helplessly, sitting on the edge of my bed
Home, left alone
It should mean something
It should say something
Not real, not deserved, been giving, not worthy
Not real, not deserved, been giving, not worthy
Not real, not deserved, been giving, not worthy
Not real, not deserved, been giving, not worthy
With these thoughts, tears are rolling in my eyes
Wife, kids at home
It should mean something
It should say something
Not real, not deserved, been giving, not worthy
Not real, not deserved, been giving, not worthy
Not real, not deserved, been giving, not worthy
Not real, not deserved, been giving, not worthy
Little setbacks are making me wanna leave life
Little glimpses of fortune are just as fast making me wanna embrace it
Self-assured, feeling strong, I am the army of one
The power that I am, for my family... We are together as one
I get dead-tired, of these thoughts
I pretend, feeling strong
Pulling up walls
Making me invisible
Pulling up walls
How can I break this endless cycle?
What can I do to bring me some peace?
How can I fulfill all of the expectations?
Give me a knife to cut out this disease!
How can I break this endless cycle?
What can I do to bring me some peace?
How can I fulfill the expectations?
Give me a knife to cut out this disease!