splits - Red String Lyrics

I was walking along a sea of changes
Guided by our red string
Pulling me to the distance
And I keep looking back
I feel it in my chest
I should let go
The air smells like your breath
This is my biggest test
F*ck I'm struggling
I was floating along a sea of changes
Feel the twine growing tighter
My feet dragging through this
These days are spent
Circumventing what you said
Tried my best to take a full breath
I don't think I can do this
If I sever your roots
I think I might make it
Feeling down is okay
I really don't mind it
My decision this time
Yes you are on my mind
But I'm trying
I will come out alive
Only option I have is surviving
I'm surviving