I'm sad
I'm depressed
I'm broke
I tell you I'm fine
But it's just a lie
And it's all my fault
Cuz I'm drunk again
At 2pm
And lost all my friends
They said I lost it
But I'm still not sure what it was
I never saw a point to all the chaos
If all we're doing is trying to get along
And if love brings us together
Then why can't I tell everyone
That I love them
Without it being weird
So this is a song
To replace every other song
About love and loss and loneliness
Makes us a little bit happier
To know we're not alone
I stare at the four blank walls
Determined to stay inside today
Even though I know
I'd feel better
If I went outside and swam
In the leaves
And let go of that dumb thing I said
That no one even remembers anyway
Everything's okay
We'll be fine
Just go outside
And run around and remember
You're just a kid with a job
Reach out to the friend you've forgotten
Tell them I hope you're doing well
And really mean it
I know we haven't talked
I haven't been busy
I just don't like calling
And I figure you've got better things to do
Than listen to me tell you for the fiftieth time
That we're all gonna die
And none of this matters
I'm not suicidal
I just know we could do better