[ Featuring K$tKS ]
First of all I wrote this shit because I miss you I ain't tryna diss you
And I'm not bout to bring your name up, ain't got start no issues
You were here for me almost every time I hit you
Crying on your shoulder and treating your shirt like tissues
Slimey, snotty, Grimey, sorry
But you my brother can't compare nobody
Seeing older dudes sippin and we would stare and copy
We were sharing hobbies in a room you shared with Javi
You be drinkin we used to chief it like Kimosabe
You be drinkin I bet it right now you drinkin probably
I remember the first time we told you chill
Them 40 oz. Of Old English they don't hold you still
And since you love to reminisce that's what we bout to do
My dude you stuck in the past and this shit is overdue
I'm tired of this shit, tuck me in, kiss me goodnight
I stick my hand out to help you and you just dap me up
You actin loopy my dude you looney like Daffy Duck
In your room it look like you practicing stacking cups
The alcohol is gon kill you bro I been tryna tell you
And I be gettin drunk so who the f*ck am I to tell you
Aye, got your head underwater and you can't see with goggles
Sometimes I ask who you would choose between me and the bottle
But deep down I know the answer, so I don't ask
We losing sand in the hour glass, put down the flask
First DUI it was hard to say I told you
Second DUI God damn I miss the old you
I wrote this after I called you, while sippin cold brew
But talking to you makes me anxious so I tossed it out
When's the last time you had a meal, you lost some pounds
How the f*ck I find your rhyme book in the lost and found
Shot after shot with you we would toss them down
Faded everyday on the calendar, just cross them out
I don't know, you enjoy it more than I ever did
Homie you need some help and that shit evident
F*ck the bottle just a roll a blunt, the medicine
The devil keep on knocking every time you let him in
The last time Victor came over, he gave Spread Love a bonsai tree as a birthday gift
A Japanese juniper
It is the most special tree in his collection
