The virus spreads down from my eyes
And I feel the nervous tendencies arise
Lost control of my body
Still retain my mind
Tiny vessels bursting wide
And I feel my flesh start dripping down my spine
Heart still beating
Everything is fine
My spirit's in the bathroom
Sipping kill-me-pills
And I feel it ghost right through me
Everything you promised me
Just turns to dust
And I feel myself corroding
Feeling split apart
Parasites latch on to life
And I feel the panicked tendencies arise
Lost control of my body
Still retain my mind
All that we built bursting wide
And I feel my body dripping from inside
Heart not beating
Everything is fine
My spirit's in the bathroom
Giving birth to something new
Something I don't recognize
Everything you promised me
Just turns to dust
And I feel myself corroding
Feeling split apart
My spirit's in the back room
Haunting corridors
And I feel you ghost right through me
Everything I promised you
Just turns to dust
And try to stop corroding
Try to keep my mind
You weren't there for me
You weren't there to defend me
You weren't there for me
I wasn't there
I was alone
I am not
Me