spyderbyte - The Void is Vast Lyrics

(Death)
Spyderbyte, baby
It hurts to let go, I don't want to
You're the only one that knows how my heart moves
The void is vast, it doesn't haunt you
(It doesn't haunt you, does it haunt you?)
I bought a crossword puzzle at the corner store a couple days ago
Today I got another tattoo
I had a girl over last night and it was nice
She made me laugh, but not in the way that you used to
I lit an incense, let it burn while the distance
Between us turned into waves of the ocean's deepest blues
My skin remembers, broke some bones they feel tender
I'm playing 'round with my gender, I wanna talk to you
It hurts to let go, I don't want to
You're the only one that knows how my heart moves
The void is vast, it doesn't haunt you
(It doesn't haunt you, does it haunt you?)
Wanted to tell you how I felt but I got stuck inside my head
Got caught in fight or flight I f*cking hate that I had fled
Know that I made my bed and I've been trying to get some rest
But memories of us circulate in the distance
Your favourite shade of pink penetrates, it's persistent
The gap between your teeth, I reminisce how it glistens
And I'll admit I miss the way that you used to listen
To how my day was and what I found a new interest in
And if you're interested, we can talk maybe fix this
I don't know why I did this
Say one thing then contradict it
I was so conflicted, I'm my own conflict of interest
(I'll admit I miss the way that you used to listen)