ØCTOBER BLUES Video (MV)

We spin back whip around
Say to hi to all the people in the world
But we don't wanna stick around

I'm craving suicide with a single round
Think about all of the people in my f*cking life now

I'm stuck and a waste of space erase my life and double check I don't need no f*cking hate
Pray to space cuz no other wants to be your friend
Feeling like I'm worthy of nothing but another mistake

I cant keep a f*cking job
I ain't gonna lie
I just need one more excuse to f*cking die
I could hear you sigh
Take the bed I'll take the couch and you can spend the night

You cut deep with your words and I know you don't mean to be a cunt but I understand you been through a lot
And it's at the point of hurting my feelings like a lot
But I know it don't matter even if you were to stop

It's just to late for me to fall through
But I know I didn't want you
I'll be there down in hell with you
And I'll feel October blue

Still stuck in the past can't escape and I'm running from the rot
Cuz my head it can't handle it a lot
Drowning in a pot fighting for my life when will it stop?
Cuz I don't wanna meet you on the day I f*cking drop

Can't shake the sight
Cut the lights
Walk me down and make it right
I ain't lying
Break it down to suicide

Say what's up
I'm passing by
I'd like to be your friend
Could you do me a solid and try to play pretend
Say you love me and you wanna be with me until the end
As god as my witness yea he knows I like to sin