sStayne - Nowhere Lyrics

Staring at the ceiling of a poorly darkened room
Wondering if anything could have been done
To change this outcome
This situation where I find myself alone
Head under the covers for the sun began to rise
Going through the past as my mind dips in the clouds, just to wake me up again
Back to where I find myself alone
It's alright
There's a presence of mind
That hates what I've done
Not what I've had to overcome
My mind tells lies
About where I used to be
Trying desperately to see
Where I've come from
To get nowhere at all
Hiding from the feelings
I'm trying to surpress
Constantly feeling like I need to surpass my own emotions
Living in the shadow
What I think I should've been
Could've used your help
Right about now
Drowning in my crippling self doubt
Can you help me up again
Help me get to know myself again
It's alright
There's a presence of mind
That hates what I've done
Not what I've had to overcome
My mind tells lies
About where I used to be
Trying desperately to see
Where I've come from
To get nowhere at all
Can't see where I'm going
Can't see where I've been
I can see that you're not showing the ropes to me
Can't hear the wind howling
Can't see the wind blow
I can see that I'm not where I'm supposed to go