Know I got some things to figure out
Am I all alone when I'm having doubts
Should I keep it in or let it out
Where do we go when we're on our way out
Where do we go from here?
Sometimes I just wanna f*cking disappear
Hate what I see in the mirror
Look up to the sky when I'm scared but there's no one there
Ain't religious but last night I tried to pray
Shits been on my mind like everyday
I just wanna be able to say that I'm okay
What the f*ck is going on inside my head?
I can't tell
But I think that I'd be better dead
Better days are long gone
I don't think I'm seeing straight
These drugs are too strong
F*cked up head
F*cked up problems
F*cked up ways that I gotta find to solve 'em
Hurt myself
In the process
Baby I'm a liar but I promise I was honest with you
I know what it's like to get inside your own head
To want to be dead
Know I got some things to figure out
Am I all alone when I'm having doubts
Should I keep it in or let it out
Where do we go when we're on our way out
Where do we go from here?
Sometimes I just wanna f*cking disappear
Hate what I see in the mirror
Look up to the sky when I'm scared but there's no one there
No one, no one
There's no one, no one
No one, no one
There's no one, no one
There's no one here on this earth that can save me
I don't really care 'bout myself, can you blame me?
I need you to know that I really care
If heaven's real then this must be hell
Hell
I think that you fell out of love I can tell
Anytime I open up I just wanna heal
Told I'm not enough and that makes me wanna kill myself
Know I got some things to figure out
Am I all alone when I'm having doubts
Should I keep it in or let it out
Where do we go when we're on our way out
Where do we go from here?
Sometimes I just wanna f*cking disappear
Hate what I see in the mirror
Look up to the sky when I'm scared but there's no one there
No one, no one
There's no one, no one
No one, no one
There's no one, no one