Stag Eternal - Change Lyrics

Yeah
Listen, If I could pray one more time, just one more time maybe
God could f*ckin help me straighten out my mind
Theres's a lotta shit I been goin through
Alotta crimes I've committed just to end up back in almond pines so
I been goin to boulevard and over the line oh
Maybe I should see the change when I wasn't a blind soul
Maybe I could flip the page when I read the Quran slow
I'm a bundle of joy but wrapped in depressing poncho, yeah
And I ain't perfect when I put this pen into the paper
Seems like I been broken to pieces, can't hold them together
But Imma show my strength to them all
Don't push my back to the wall
I be pushing back in your skull yeah and I'm
Coming back motherf*cker don't get startled on it, yeah
I'm a prodigal product so don't get caught up on shit
I'm tired layin heart to heart but bitches they don't want it
No, so Imma f*ck em and f*ckin leave em, it's sad yeah don't it
But I don't mind it, I rather be alone than to be at home with somebody I don't even know and
If you got a minute to listen then go zone in, if you got a piece of paper thoughts you gotta show em
End of the line motherf*ckers speakers all torn in
It's like a tournament in this building all morning
So please pick up the mic for me and fight for me, so I could write stories yeah

Got a picture in my brain
It's like a novacane
I'm dying over this shit but f*ck it I am insane
Then I looked over my shoulder I know that I should change
Got a picture in my brain
It's like a novacane
I'm dying over this shit but f*ck it I am insane
Then I looked over my shoulder I know that I should change

Appreciate for the support but I ain't begging for it, no
That's what he said and thats the reason why I love him for it, uhuh
Maybe a couple years later I could reap what I sow yet
I'm struggling through challenges but I know I'll endure it, I'll endure it yeah
I've been afraid, yeah been afraid, all of my life I worried about what shoulda said
But f*ck it Imma f*ckin fight through it even if it mean that I might lose it
Say what I want in the mic to soothe it, use it to the point in that I would lose it if I don't make a point
Tell these cocksuckers that I'll beat them like I'm f*ckin Floyd, yeah, send em to the void, yeah
Come and get destroyed, yeah
I promise I be better than that white kid from Detroit, Woooh
If I could beat this shit I know I'll find the answer, but every single step I take is a disaster
And I'm sorry for every mistakes that I have to
Make and it's late if I could take this shit all the way back, and maybe ease this sprained neck
When I got a minute to listen to your problem and make that
One of my prime first issue
Girl yeah you know that I miss you
Know I gotta work on myself before I ever get to kiss you
Cause I

Got a picture in my brain
It's like a novacane
I'm dying over this shit but f*ck it I am insane
Then I looked over my shoulder I know that I should change
Got a picture in my brain
It's like a novacane, I'm dying over this shit but f*ck it I am insane
Then I looked over my shoulder I know that I should change