Stagefright Hubris - Turmeric Lyrics

Please get me out this place
I'm somewhere that I don't belong
I feel like a disgrace
I cant tell what but something's wrong
I don't feel like myself
I don't know if I ever was
Maybe I need some help
I don't know how to ask for some

No I can't talk right now
My bed is made of gelatin I can't get out
Another sleepless night
My eyes are colored crimson
I don't treat them right
Cold water to my face
Rushes down my spine
The surface tension breaks
What am I living for
I don't wanna be anybody anymore

The universe has put me in my place
Took too long to realize my mistake
Smoke and mirrors had me in a trance
It was all a joke at my expense

Big confusing laughs
Nobody ever told me that the world was moving fast
Dwelling on the past
Won't f*ck it up again but you can never take it back
Smiling but with tears
I never knew how i was supposed to feel about my fears
Please just shut your mouth
Wanted to say something but i never let it out