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If ever you had said to me before
That I would lead this life that I am living now
I guess it's all so strange
To feel the way I do inside but
Have so much that I could feel
Some pride for in my life
So why is it that I feel like this?

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How do I feel? I've been here before,
I've felt this
Retreat to a place, a place within me
I need this
Keep it all down, bottled inside
It breaks me
To torment again and torture me like it used to

I try and try to break away from all the hate I'm feeling
For everyone of you that's ever done me wrong
I need to justify the reasons for the way I'm living
I guess I can't 'cause I don't feel like I deserve

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My life is the 23rd hour of day
Once said that I feel like everything goes by yesterday

So now the waves they have subsided
And my soul is bleeding
I can't take away all the shame I feel
Forgive me

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