Stains On The Memory - Seeking Lyrics

I'm not aligned with myself
I've learned to adapt my whole life
Therefore, I'm able to align withe absolutely everyone
Even if it means forgetting my needs, wishes and dreams

I've learned to tell myself
That there is always worse elsewhere
And that I should feel lucky and grateful of what I have
If I don't feel fulfilled, it's probably because I'm too picky

No matter the emptiness
No matter the sadness
No matter the emptiness
No matter the sadness

And I don't know
Where we should go
To find the meaning
Of what we're seeking

I never dared to go for what I wanted
I fantasized a lot about what could be or could have been
What if... ?

No matter how feelings and frustration kicked in
I always used reason and rational thoughts
To smother them
So I wouldn't have to deal with all this fear
Of missing some potential fulfilling moment

Again and again and again and again
Now it's kind of a blur
I feel like waking up for no reason really
Just wandering in a perpetual fog

And I don't know
Where we should go
To find the meaning
Of what we're seeking

The noise around
Shaking our ground
Have you seen them fleeting
All the thoughts that we were having

Don't let go of my hand
Don't let go of my hand
Don't let go of my hand
Don't let go of my hand