Starless Night - Caressing My Hateful Thoughts (Demo) Lyrics

As my world falls apart
The fading dusk reminds me of its gleam
My sorrows mean nothing when it's just me...
No one will understand whats inside
I feel compassion for what I cant have
I feel anger for everything I need
I love absolutely nothing
It's far too late my mind has lost its grip
I've let it caress my thoughts and turn them to hate
This emptiness will never fade
You laughed at my pain, you tossed me aside
What it comes down to is did you ever care?
I've lived on pondering these thoughts
I see you in my dreams
When I'm dead and gone you'll never know
I've become a distant memory
But even that might be too good to be true
As I walk away from this I'll never be ok
I hate you...
And you hate me