Should I feel relieved?
Or should I feel dismay?
For all those wasted hours
And now extinguished flames
I could only love you when it suited me
My hands have vanished
So I could set them free
They satisfied my weakness
So I could feel like me
I could only love you when it suited me
I sit on chairs lined with others' blood
I would be nowhere without them
Maybe I deserved to crash and burn
Maybe I've just had my worst escape