Visceral
Blackening
Pulling teeth
Never again
Full of hell that I can not repent
I can't kick this feeling deep in my chest
My stomach pulls itself apart
Writhing in shit
Kicking and screaming it won't take me from my body
I can't stand this notion
Of being aggressive
My blood boils so easily
Its ripping at my skin
Every momentary lapse attaching to my brain
I close my eyes but I can only see my pain
F*ck the world
F*ck you people
F*ck the population breeding this disease
Forever feeling parasitic
Leeching all my life
Just to leave me drained
For every second of self hatred
Triples my aggression
Such a waste of life
Such a waste of space