Starwitch - i Feel Fantastic Lyrics

I feel like nothing's really happening
I feel like everybody's hating me
It's so hard for me to shower or to brush my teeth
Panic attacks, it's so easy to forget to breathe
Again, again, I see myself and I riot
Again, again, I'm sorry if I'm too quiet
Again, again, feel like I'm losing my friends
Again, again, I'm going back to bed
I'm hurting, I'm punching myself away
I'm so embarrassing, I'm sorry that I act this way
I just wanna feel loved and be closer
And every time I think about my life, it's over
If I'm not funny I'm the saddest f*cking person in the room
I just want to go to sleep now
Shitty at everything I do, I can barely sing in tune
I just wanna punch my teeth out
I'm freaking out over imaginary situations
I'm such a joke, I keep on thinking, God I f*cking hate it
I can't do conversations, I hate all my creations
I wanna scream, I feel so much f*cking irritation
I hate how beautiful they are
It reminds me that I will never get that far
With music, with my life, what a surprise
You can see in my eyes, I wanted to die
I wanna punch myself
I'm still hurting
Can't you tell?
Can you tell me
I'm scared about my taste
I'm scared about my weight
I'm scared of what you'll say
I'm scared about my face
I'm so scared of love
I just feel so f*cking dumb
I feel amazing you can tell
I just wanna kill myself