State of Occurrence - The Time Left Behind Lyrics

After all this time
I can't seem to find hope
In you
Either I can't see you chasing after me
Or you never were
Whatever life brings
I know I can't sing for free
I've been climbing this mountain
With my hands behind my back
And my legs stuck in casts
When it came to worship
I was cought between you and my heart
And my art

Every time I open my eyes
I'm reminded that I'm behind
I need an escape
A place where I make my own fate
Anxiously I'll wait
I'll be my own fate

These four walls are all I've ever know
This archaic place is no longer home
Left behind are the songs of yesterday
Promise me we'll find a happy place
It's been a long time since you've seen my face
I'll forgive if you don't recognize me

In waiting for a miracle
I found life
I found my song
While stating all the facts I know
I'd lost sight of where to go
I've left so much time behind
What would I do find my home
To find my home