Staten - Sorry Lyrics

So this goes out to all the ones who believed in me,
Maybe next time you can place your faith on someone who's not afraid to be
Someone else, somewhere new, something I could never do.
Coward, what a fake, liar, mistake.

I wonder where my passion went
It must've took off when she left
That's no excuse, it's nothing new
I should've found it someone else

I'm alone more than I should be
Bottle filled to the brim with whiskey
I'll hit the ground when I reach Florida
I was only hoping you'd stay with me

So this goes out to all the ones who believed in me
Maybe next time you can place your faith on someone who's not afraid to be
Someone else, somewhere new, something I could never do
Coward, what a fake, liar, mistake
This goes out to the ones who I promised to write a song
To Derek, to Jess and Jess, to all the girls I fell in love with
I'm sorry, I couldn't do it, I choked, I f*cking blew it
Taylor, Christine, Andreia, I'm sorry

Stop feeling sorry for myself
My mother said I needed help
I tried to kill myself back in July
But I knew I couldn't kiss you if I were to die

What a selfish way to leave
I couldn't think about all the ones who needed me
I couldn't shake the fact that I was
Worthless, so useless, wasted oxygen on a person
Like cursive, filled with self-doubt
Cause I'm not perfect, they heard this
Called a doctor so I wouldn't hurt anymore