Yo uhm. I don't really care if anyone listens to this
I'm just practice my writing and uh, getting some real shit off, ya know
I'm at that point
Where I don't wanna say no more
To my friends that just be asking
Where the f*ck is my hoe, I don't know
I guess I kinda get lonely sometimes
But I'm riding my vibe, staying inside besides
I'm not looking for just anyone
To fill that role in my heart
I guess I'm not looking for my
Future to split apart
Is that a pessimistic view I don't know
It's just been a while since I've been locked up in this cheateau, so
I don't know if I'mma find that one I'm vibing with
So I'mma keep doing myself in my own god damn silence
And I don't know if I'm ready for that fate
Where I'm going girl to girl looking for one I don't hate
The whole process just feels so artificial
Why can't I just find someone where it don't feel superficial
And, damn, I'm starting to think it lies with me
Is it that I'm f*cking blind that I f*cking just can't see
A nice girl that likes me when we sitting in our class
Where I see her nearby and get the courage to ask
That she seems like a cool girl and just maybe perhaps
We can go watch a movie this weekend and just relax
And listen, honestly, I'm not tryna be crass
But maybe we could cuddle a bit if it ain't too fast
And she'd blush and say that she'd be down
I'm a little busy today, but how does Saturday at 4 sound?