STAUBI - twists & turns Lyrics

I tell myself I deserve things I don't deserve
I tell myself I got good judgement but don't know my own worth
I sell myself straight to hell, give her the power to burn
All I heard was her curves I swear there were no words
Sometimes I think it's better not to feel
Should I blink? What if none of this is real?
Why do I feel I can't admit when I'm sad?
Depression doesn't care at all, it don't give a damn
I don't got it all mapped out
This path's not it so I gotta go to plan B
I don't wanna go back now
'Cuz the outside's calling and they don't understand me
Twists and turns make my world burn
Why won't they ever understand me
Resent me, gently, I'm empty
Bipolar, sweet and sour like the candy
Henny, pass that, there's plenty
It gives me confidence to be the man I can be
52 pick up the cards off the floor
Your favorite thing to tell me was that you always needed more
Sifting thru my flaws or whatever
Cleaning up the pieces tryna put me back together
I don't got it all mapped out
This path's not it so I gotta go to plan B
I don't wanna go back now
'Cuz the outside's calling and they don't understand me
Twists and turns make my world burn
Why won't they ever understand me
I need you to understand me
I need you to see who I can be
I tell myself
I don't need nobody, don't need help
I tell myself
I'm misunderstood, I don't need help
I don't got it all mapped out
This path's not it so I gotta go to plan B
I don't wanna go back now
'Cuz the outside's calling and they don't understand me
Twists and turns make my world burn
Why won't they ever understand me