Stee Booskie - My Millions Lyrics

I swear
You don't know nothing bout heart breaks
Until you had to walk away from someone you love
To save your soul
Cuz even if told ya it don't make sense
Ever since a kid I been want it since
All my f*cking life I tried to make amends
I tried to make peace but it's loud instead
Taken all these all these losses I deserve a win
Pushing with some cushion it's still get intense
You don't even know me why you talking bout me
I just want my millions I done made thousands
A million nights on bourbon I just want some change
If you ain't from where I'm from then you just seem strange
I gotta do some numbers I hustle thru the summers
A down south hustler I done been thru some thunder
Boy it rumbles in my jungle drink our water you seeing double
You getting money you in trouble better hope that you don't fumble
Know some shit but I won't mumble ran the city and been the muscle
The feds were watching stopped that hustle but lucky me I'll find another
Open shop got legit did some nails and stopped them licks
But I was still in the mix send them hits i never miss
I'm a New Orleans Soulja you could never f*ck me over
My head f*cked up with trauma that's why I'm hardly ever sober
Cuz even if told ya it don't make sense
Ever since a kid I been want it since
All my f*cking life I tried to make amends
I tried to make peace but it's loud instead
Taken all these all these losses I deserve a win
Pushing with some cushion it's still get intense
You don't even know me why you talking bout me
I just want my millions I done made thousands
You ever broke something fragile and tried to fix it
Overtime you kept on failing so you start to resent it
I paid my dues in blood sweat and tears
Ain't have a off day yet and I been grinding all these years
Hoping I define purpose but supplying my deadly urges
My trauma became a burden my problem is I'm never worried
Put that power in my moves don't let 'em feel
Like I'm goin lose
Product of low budget schools trust me you don't want these shoes
I'm focused I ain't confused I swear it's more than what it seems
I wanna be there for everyone but nobody's been there for me
It be lonely in my darkest hours that's where new demons be creeping in
Been chasing these dreams whether im out chere grinding or I'm sleeping in
Cuz even if told ya it don't make sense
Ever since a kid I been want it since
All my life I tried to make amends
I tried to make peace but it's loud instead
Taken all these all these losses I deserve a win
Pushing with some cushion it's still get intense
You don't even know me why you talking bout me
I just want my millions I done made thousands