I regret your love
It's f*cked up how I think
Why bother changing?
It gets worse alone
But I still rather bleed than constantly explain
How I lacked the strength to go
Cause having someone there
Was always better than loving myself
Cause having
Is it over yet?
I'm sick of wandering into the same reality
That no matter how much it strained
Years and years haven't brought it out of me
Maybe I should just embrace the unending road that old love drags on
And I should just know that a piece of me will always feel lost
Cause having
Anger towards you should be on myself
For letting it take hold
It was a selfish moment
Having someone there
Wasn't better than loving myself
I was lost in a moment