Stephen Route - #Focus Lyrics

Still
Deep
Thank you for rockin' with me
Let's get it
Got my bags packed and I'm makin' moves
Got a cruise, tryna get a buzz like I'm drinkin' booze
I gotta stay woke, cannot take a snooze
I'm too tall, they too small, cannot fit my shoes
Turnin' on the tube, see my cousin on the news
I'm confused, cause my grandmother was buried in June
So what did he do? Go and act like a fool
Got my grandfather stressin, cousin, that ain't cool
My nana's gone now, I can say what I want
You can focus on my son, but yours in front of a judge
That's the punishment you get for all the things that you done
That's what happens when you try to throw me under the bus
And the most I ever done was just sell some bud
When they turn my lights off, then I turn to a plug
Never been a pharmacist, just handin' out drugs
I know I'm representin' Ruggs, cause that's part of my blood
I've been hatin' on too long, can't show no love
There's water under my bridge that's bout to flood
Just tell me somethin' happened, then watch me not budge
I just put my sneakers on, then I crush em' like bugs
Summertime, overnight hours, I'm in the studio
Only time I'm seein' fam is at a funeral
Aw man, everything we doin' is beautiful
I'm in my own space like I'm in a cubicle
Still payin' back for the choices I've made
They don't want me to shine, so I stay in the shade
I should get on Drink Champs, take some shots with Nore
Smoke a couple blunts, then tell em' my story
How I wanna be big since I was a shorty
Guess I gotta end it all now cause I'm 40, uh
It's deeper than bein' a rapper
My only fear's not bein' a factor
From"#Deep" to"Blackin' Out", you can read my chapters
I told my truth, so I'm not a liar
I'm like a firefighter, cause I put out so much fire
How long you think that I'm bout to sit
I do a track for lays if they pay a lot of chips
Time to call it quits, make some time for my kids
Teach em' how to swim, live like a shark, not a fish, uh
I'm bananas cause I'm bout to split
Think I'm runnin' outta hits
That's like a college runnin' outta kids
I give 100% in every line that I spit
Tell me who's number two, if you think I'm the shit
Even though I cut my lights off, still I'm lit
Mike Tyson with the bars, you can feel my hits
Puttin' out projects since 2006
I gotta go and eat, I got a lot on my dish
Keep thinkin' that I'm chicken till I hop on a strip
With a honey mustard whip, you can watch me dip
What's goin' through my mind, I guess it's pain all the time
I'm strugglin' inside, wish my mom was still alive
Wish I could call my grandmother on the line
George of the jungle, I'm just swingin' from a vine
Got me writin' all these rhymes, just in case a brother dies
Man, I gotta stay alive, but it's hard to survive
Got one boy and two girls
Tryna live a straight life, I don't do curls
Gotta stay committed, but I'm focused on my path
Man, I miss my mother, but it's f*ck you to my dad
Save the best for last, Ma, I'm takin' out the trash
Back to the future, but I'm focused on the past
See my dad face to face, then we gonna clash
Watch me do him dirty like he don't need a bath
Laughin' out loud, but I don't need a laugh
God grab the wheel so the boy won't crash