Steven Sheets - If I Make It Lyrics

Am I a monster
Am I a traitor to us both to have my own beliefs
Would I be able to throw it all away for you

Cause I don't want you to lie or tell me it's up to me
And I don't want you to cry or wonder, "How did we get this far?"
I just want you to know that you, you mean the world to me
So never let go of me
Don't let go

If I make it through today
I want the world to know, the world to know
And if I make it through today
I want the world to see, the world to see
Me

Is it pathetic?
I'm searching desperately for all the wrong things to say
And is it so crazy that all I want to do is nothing?

Cause I don't want you to leave without a good reason why
And I don't want them to see and wonder, "How did they get that far?"
I just want you to know that you, you mean the world to me
So never let go of me
Don't let go