Biting at the back of my lips again
Clawing away to find the space again
Relax, listen to my voice, it's fine
Don't you trust me?
Have I ever steered you wrong before?
You've listened to my words for 3 years now
Fighting the things I already know
Shadows follow my every move
Biting at the back of my lips again
Clawing away to find the space again
Now my lips are bleeding
Surrounded by these boxes of memories that we've left behind
The blue walls that surround me are no longer my friend
And my nails are torn to shreds
I'm finding my way
I look to my right
I see you change
Put up a fight
Have I ever steered you wrong before? (Before)
You've listened to my words for 3 years now
Fighting the things I already know
Shadows follow my every move
Biting at the back of my lips again
Clawing away to find the space again
All the lies you told me and all the vines they grow on will wrap (my skin)
Relax the muscles in my face I know I need to find the place to call (home again)
I know this won't be easy now
It's not like it makes any difference
I don't wanna change anything
Finally the man I want to be