Still Pigeon - Back to Bed Lyrics

I don't recall much or not at all
I stand up, you watch me fall
I'm breaking, but only I can see
And I can't get myself to stop
Until my thinking switches off
And all my sentences are blurring into one
You phone me to get it straight
Words are coming way too late
I tell you what's been done
It's my mistake
No longer fussed at how I come across
My agency is lost
And I don't filter what I say

And now my feet they feel like lead
And there was something in my head
Won't you take me back to bed
And just pretend we never left?

I'd be lying if I said I'm feeling worse than I expected
Ask me how I'm feeling but your question gets deflected
Tell me that I need to change
Don't you know it's been suggested?
It's still the same me but acting in a different way
Behind the facade
You know I'm finding it hard
I wouldn't listen to the things that I said yesterday
I was thinking differently

And now my feet they feel like lead
And there was something that I said
Won't you take me back to bed
And just pretend we never left?

Can we pretend we never left?
Cos I'd rather just forget
So don't remind me what was said
Can we just stay here instead ?