Still Tru - Starburst (feat. Larry Greene) Lyrics

And I was like whoa
Mind playing tricks man I swear it ain't real
Gotta be the drinks, the weed or the pills
Really can't trust I can feel it in my soul
Everything glitter nigga really ain't gold
Gotta lotta ish on my mind too deep
Mind over matter but I really can't sleep
Can't recognize what's real what's fake
Gotta be a dream I'll die before I awake
And she say that I'm a liar G
Fussing and fighting
She looking for an apology
Let me bring you up to speed
Speaking of speed
I was on a late drive
When I got a text that my girl wasn't mine
Followed by a nude
And I'm thinking to myself this gotta be old dude
Took the car out of cruise
Made a quick right
I'm in a whole new mood
Passing every red light
So I get to the house
And i see two cars
I'm really blacking out
Cus none of them even ours
Keys in my pocket start to feel real heavy
I don't wanna
But if I gotta
I'm ready
I
Opened the door
And headed to the back
And what I realized was my greatest fear in fact
I really had a vibe
I knew this was the end
I den caught
My best friend
With my Girlfriend
And I was like whoa
Mind playing tricks man I swear it ain't real
Gotta be the drinks, the weed or the pills
Really can't trust I can feel it in my soul
Everything glitter nigga really ain't gold
Gotta lotta ish on my mind too deep
Mind over matter but I really can't sleep
Can't recognize what's real what's fake
Gotta be a dream I'll die before I awake
I thought she had a kind heart
Well I thought
But
It was just her con art
Full of deception
Beauty
Was The weapon
That
Triggered
All demons to shoot down my blessings
Lord
What is this
Why I'm feeling this way
I was Head over heels
And I couldn't feel my face
Now I can't feel my hands
Why I feel so numb
Looking around
Can't believe what I've done
Blood everywhere
I'm talking everywhere
This can't be real it gotta be a nightmare
So vivid
Tell me did I live it
If I really did commit it
Can I please be forgiven
So vivid
Tell me did I live it
If it really did commit it
Can I please be forgiven
Next thing that I know
I was sitting in my bed
What a dream
And I was like whoa
Mind playing tricks man I swear it ain't real
Gotta be the drinks, the weed or the pills
Really can't trust I can feel it in my soul
Everything glitter nigga really ain't gold
Gotta lotta ish on my mind too deep
Mind over matter but I really can't sleep
Can't recognize what's real what's fake
Gotta be a dream I'll die before I awake
I want the best of these both worlds
I want my cake and eat it too
And I know that you wont stay
But I'm praying that you do
And that body cold
Matter of fact you got the flu
And All those missed calls
Well yeah I left a few
I saw your future
You in them streets
I said my peace
Everything you've ever wanted
It enticed you from me
And now we was
And we are
But I just let it be
Now I'm looking at the past
But I really can't see
I hope you find that past
From the present you created
I hope you find that love
That you feel that you were faded
I hope your new guy
Don't end up like your old guy
Looking at your phone learning new information
I ain't gon lie
You broke my heart I cried
Finding clothes in my car that ain't my size
Out the sunken place
Now that I know
Everything that glitter ain't gold
And I was like whoa
Mind playing tricks man I swear it ain't real
Gotta be the drinks, the weed or the pills
Really can't trust I can feel it in my soul
Everything glitter nigga really ain't gold
Gotta lotta ish on my mind too deep
Mind over matter but I really can't sleep
Can't recognize what's real what's fake
Gotta be a dream I'll die before I awake