I'm so tired of letting you down
Of giving up
You don't look at me the same
You don't seem so proud
Your eyes tell a different story
The disappointment rings loud
This winter is colder than normal
And I'm looking harder and harder
For my saving grace
I've been dreaming for too long
I fear this will be my
Final resting place
Longing to find more than this
A glimpse of light
It's about time to feel alive
I've come up empty to find reasons
For you to be proud of me
And I can see it on your face
Carry me home
I need more than the wind to save me
Carry me home
This weight is too heavy
Carry me home
My bones feel weak
Carry me home
Darkness as far as my eyes can see
Longing to find more than this
A glimpse of light
It's about time to feel alive
I'm not giving up this time
Moving forward
Changing perspective in my mind's eye
My father always said
If you find yourself in a hole
Stop digging
But I wanna know
How far I can go
Lay me to rest
On this broken bed
Get me out of my head
Get me out of my head
Longing to find more than this
A glimpse of light
It's about time to feel alive
I'm not giving up this time
Moving forward
Changing perspective in my mind's eye
Opening my eyes
The light is almost blinding
I've been dreaming
Of this broken life
The mind is so deceiving
The light is almost blinding
I've been dreaming
I've been dreaming