stillnate - All The Way Lyrics

Yeah, got something to say, you know, ahem, like usual, yeah, yeah, yeah, ayy, trouble,
Lets go, ayy, look, said, uh,
I might stay down and never rise, yeah, I think I lost my f*ckin' mind
Cause all this pain has made me realize, like what it f*ckin' means to be alive, yeah
Lot of lonely nights up on the road, I was contemplatin', swervin' into poles
My heart is heavy, but from what don't know, but guess the more I struggle, more I grow
I've been growin' paranoid more and more, like they out to get me, can't fill the void
Sadness in my soul, always static noise, depersonalize till I feel I die
It's maddening till the checks arrive, know peace is attainable, but I fight
It's like I'm scared just to be aright, it's like I'm scared just to, yeah
It's like I'm scared of my own mind, it's like, it's like
It's like I'm scared of my own mind, back and forth, back and forth
It's like I'm scared of my own mind, back and forth, back and forth
Racing, racing, so what's the point, what's the point, patience, patience takes time
Before you realize how good you got it, but still these thoughts arrive, thoughts arrive, like
I can't get out my brain, I think I go insane, every night I numb the pain, yeah
And when the morning comes, it's back to another day, but I swear I'll go all the way
A crisis of persona guess we'll f*cking see, lately my perspective's shifting dangerously
But how could it stay the same, always rain before the fame, always rain before the name
Always rain before I say, I can't even say your name anymore without seeing your face
The drink that I'm holding has got me losing my mind, only the universe can choose when I die
And I wanna stay alive, making music just to block it all out
The simple fact that we exist has got me holding back my tongue in my mouth, north to south
I'ma take this f*cking trek alone, I came up from somewhere unknown
Small town full of shattered goals, and small minds try to impose
On what I'm doing, but God knows, and I'm a sinner, but hey, at least I know, yeah
It's like I'm scared of my own mind, it's like, it's like
It's like I'm scared of my own mind, back and forth, back and forth
It's like I'm scared of my own mind, back and forth, back and forth
Racing, racing, so what's the point, what's the point, patience, patience takes time
Before you realize how good you got it, but still these thoughts arrive, thoughts arrive, like
I can't get out my brain, I think I go insane, every night I numb the pain, yeah
And when the morning comes, it's back to another day, but I swear I'll go all the way
I might just go all the way, always tryna numb the pain
Always tryna numb the pain, but I might just go all the way