stillnate - Closure Lyrics

There's a time when I tend think about it more
All my mistakes I'm sorry it's just the way I stored
All those memories captured within my mind of course
Until those memories piss me off and I can't record
My f*cking voice I think it's all just too much
Put all of my passion into my sound but it's a crutch
For never getting better and only getting more numb
So I can go type it out and put it into a song
I know it's wrong but
That's the way that it goes
Gripping on a bottle till the bottles what I know
Yeah girl you a princess but your crown is shattered gold
I think I need to be alone before it takes a hold
It's over
Before it begins
You need closure
But can't get a hand
I write sober
But I'm not sober again
The fights closer
This time I can't take a stand
You know it
It's over
Before it begins
You need closure
But can't get a hand
I write sober
But I'm not sober again
The fights closer
This time I can't take a stand
You know it
This time I can't take a stand
You know it
This time I can't take a stand
You know it
Feel it in my bones that this only ends one way
Wanna get out of this place so fast like it's a runway
When I think about it all it becomes clear that maybe someday
I can break the cycle turn my life into a fun game but
Who knows
It's a lost road
Tryna find hope
In a world of grand goals
And tight ropes
My neck bruise slow
Can't contain my thoughts when everything just erodes
Right in front of my eyes
If I look close I'll find
Details inside the lines
But they way too complex
To really seep in my mind
So then I take too much time
Until the wind crash through
And knock me onto my side and so
It's over
Before it begins
You need closure
But can't get a hand
I write sober
But I'm not sober again
The fights closer
This time I can't take a stand
You know it
It's over
Before it begins
You need closure
But can't get a hand
I write sober
But I'm not sober again
The fights closer
This time I can't take a stand
You know it
This time I can't take a stand
You know it
This time I can't take a stand
You know it