When you say you love me that's a joke huh
I am never falling for that hoax nah
I tried so damn hard to be the coach yeah
But turned into a player like I'm courtside
Look in my eyes I can sense lies
Been locked up on my grind
Life feels so fake can feel the low tide
Exposing the surface
I got no time got no time left
And I'm sure you'd love it if I'd go and forfeit
But I'm going too fast I might just crash I need that Forbes list
30 under 30 mark it ima wordsmith
I want it all tired of lies, life, and all of this bullshit
I'm just so tired can't keep my eyes open most days don't have time
Like a year ago I was plotting wanted to get out end my life
Shit gets scary when you lose yourself inside of your f*cking mind
How can I explain it to someone who's never been on that ride
I don't think you can dawg
I been on my own so long sometimes the best drug
Sometimes it's all I need
Get away from the jealousy
Society's full of greed
Swear it's me vs me
When you say you love me that's a joke huh
I am never falling for that hoax nah
I tried so damn hard to be the coach yeah
But turned into a player like I'm courtside
Look in my eyes I can sense lies
Been locked up on my grind
Life feels so fake can feel the low tide
Exposing the surface
I got no time got no time left
And I bet they won't love me till I'm six feet
Been grinding so long I feel like to give ups tempting
Been putting work in they can't stop me on the daily
Why my chest still constantly feel like it's caving
I don't think that shit ever go away for real
If you go to the doctor they just wanna prescribe you pills
Makes you more numb than before and you cannot find a thrill
The whole systems f*cked from top to bottom
I just wanna stay still but I can't
Yeah
Cause I got all this rage inside of my chest
Wake up so stressed even though that I'm blessed
And then I feel guilty for feeling so vexed
It is a cycle I cannot stop
Feeling cloud nine then fall from the top
Still not immune to moods when they drop
Never go back to the ways I was caught though no
When you say you love me that's a joke huh
I am never falling for that hoax nah
I tried so damn hard to be the coach yeah
But turned into a player like I'm courtside
Look in my eyes I can sense lies
Been locked up on my grind
Life feels so fake can feel the low tide
Exposing the surface
I got no time got no time left