Yeah yeah
Stuck in place the cycle keep repeating
At least I changed what I do in evenings
Keep on pumping brakes cause I won't let you see in
Why'd I mess it up again only one reason
I'm scared
Of letting you in and then watching you leave again
And I fear
Pretty much everything bout ascending this
Torment that I've made
Nothing feels the same
But still feels like a game
I could win if I rip the page
So I rip out
Only two words that I know come out my mouth
Yeah hate you or I love don't know how to crouch
Always standing in but never standing out
Okay
I guess they want me to go insane
I guess they want me to blow my brain
No way to let go enjoy the pain
Come play live to fight another day
I'm scared
Of letting you in and then watching you leave again
And I fear
Pretty much everything bout ascending this
Torment that I've made
Nothing feels the same
But still feels like a game
I could win if I rip the page
Ouu torment that I've made